fear

People should really think twice before they speak , but you? thrice. Why are u such a dragg?

As i ponder & i realised , being afraid wouldnt bring me anywhere. I need to find that strength to fight , thats all it takes. But why , really , am i so afraid? This makes me feel , i'm swallowing this fear.

This holiday , i've learnt too much. It was like an experience placed infront of me , but i just never knew , and that was the exact time i explored & registered. I have everything to be thankful for , especially to those people who believed in me , or still believe in me. I hope by this time of next year , i will be getting the exact results that i want for my college exams , or at least the results that i deserve. Simply because in the future , i want to be different & people would look differently at me. Not to forget , to give happiness to my kids , in the very future , the happiness they deserve most. I want college to be different , i want it to be as productive , i want to work hard for overseas scholarship & all i want , is for my parents to be proud of me.

God knows what the future holds.